Sunday, June 3, 2012

One Halakha Closert to Becoming an Eshet Hayil

BS''D
13 Sivan 5772
TeFEELah Week!

8. (part b) If she realizes only after she finishes the berakha (Barukh Atah HaShem, Mevarekh HaShanim), but didn't start the next berakhah of 'Tekah beShofar', then in the middle of these two berakhot she should add in 'VeTen Tal u'Matar le'Berakhah' and then continue to the next berakha of 'Tekah beShofar'.


**Since BH we are currently learning the halakhot of Tefillah, this week will be 'TeFEELah Week', where we will try to give extra attention and kavanah to each and every word we daven, and daven with FEELING. If only we knew the true power of Tefillah! BH may HaKadosh Barukh Hu answer all our Tefillot le'Tova u'le'Berakhah! Kol Tuv!


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Thursday, May 31, 2012

One Devar Torah Closer to Becoming an Eshet Hayil

BS''D

Parashat Naso- Naso, Naso, Naso, Naso, Naso….


**Please learn for the immediate and lasting Refuah Shelemah of Parvin bat Shokat. Thank you!

23. Speak to Aharon and his sons, saying: This is how you shall bless Benei Yisrael, saying to them:

כג. דַּבֵּר אֶל אַהֲרֹן וְאֶל בָּנָיו לֵאמֹר כֹּה תְבָרֲכוּ אֶת בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל אָמוֹר לָהֶם:
24. "May HaShem bless you and watch over you.

כד. יְבָרֶכְךָ ה' וְיִשְׁמְרֶךָ:
25. May HaShem cause His countenance to shine to you and favor you.

כה. יָאֵר ה' פָּנָיו אֵלֶיךָ וִיחֻנֶּךָּ:
26. May HaShem raise His countenance toward you and grant you Peace.

כו. יִשָּׂא ה' פָּנָיו אֵלֶיךָ וְיָשֵׂם לְךָ שָׁלוֹם:


At 176 pesukim, Parashat Naso is the longest Parashah in the Torah HaKedosha. This is probably because the Torah takes the time to recount every single korban that each of the twelve Nesi'im (princes) of each Shevet brought on the day of the inauguration of the Mishkan, even though each Shevet brought literally the same exact korban as the other eleven Shevatim. Each Shevet brought the same type and amount of animals, the same amount of ketoret (incense), the same amount of flour, and the same weight of gold and silver bowls and spoons in which they offered the korbanot. Couldn't the Torah just describe the korban once and say that each of the Twelve Shevatim brought this korban, instead of listing it twelve times the same exact way? Did HaShem have extra ink to spare when He was writing the Torah? I think not.

Let's explore…

Among the topics in this Parashah of counting the Levi'im, Ishah Sotah (a woman suspected of being unfaithful to her husband), a Nazir (a 'monk'), and the gifts of the Nesi'im is also that of Birkat Kohanim. Birkat Kohanim is a special berakhah that the Kohanim give to Benei Yisrael as a direct channel from HaKadosh Barukh Hu. It consists of three pesukim, fifteen words, and sixty letters (see pasuk above). The berakhah ends off with the word 'Shalom'. The first time that we received the Birkat Kohanim was the inauguration of the Mishkan.

Hold on, this sounds familiar….

Each Shevet brought three types of animals for the korban (rams, goats, and sheep) and brought five of each, totaling fifteen animals each. Between all the Nesi'im, sixty of each type of animal was brought. Most of these animals were brought as a Korban Shelamim, a Peace Offering. When did the Nesi'im each bring these korbanot? The inauguration of the Mishkan!

Do you see the direct connection? It's truly astounding!

It gets even better. What do we call the prince of each Shevet that brought a korban? Nasi. What do we call Birkat Kohanim? Nesi'at Kapayim ('Lifting of the Palms' since the Kohanim lift their hands when they give us this berakhah). What is the name of the Parashah? Naso (to count, since the Levi'im are counted here).  Is that normal? They all have the same root- nasa שא)- to raise up. (Okay I can't help it, but the word for marriage is Nisuin, which is what Ishah Sotah is all about- same root word. I seriously don't understand how there are atheists walking around this world, the Torah is so beautiful! Their loss…)

The Rambam explains the although each Shevet physically brought the same korban, the Kavanah and the symbolism behind each korban was completely different. For example, Nahshon ben Aminadav of Shevet Yehudah offered a Ke'arah to symbolize Shelomo HaMelekh who was destined to emerge from his Shevet and who would rule over the sea as well as land.  The Ke'arah symbolizes the sea because it is round, just as the ocean surrounds the entire world.  The second Nasi, Netanel ben Ssuar of Shevet Yisakhar, offered the same Ke'arah but in his mind he brought it to symbolize that his Shevet will produce the Torah teachers in Kelal Yisrael, and the Torah is called 'Lekhem,' bread, and the Lekhem HaPanim in the Beit HaMikdash was accompanied by Ke'arot. Each Shevet on its own decided to bring its specific korban with its own special meaningNo two korbanot were alike.

This is why each korban deserved to be mentioned and recognized as standing on its own.

Nowadays, we do not have the ability to bring korbanot. Is there anything else that we could offer in order to 'raise' ourselves up just like these Nesi'im did?

There sure is!

In Tefillat Musaf we daven, 'u'Neshalmah Parim Sefateinu', that our lips pay service instead of the cows that we used to bring as korbanot in the Beit HaMikdash. TEFILLAH REPLACES KORBANOT.

Instead of doing the Avodah ('service'/work) in the Mishkan, we do Avodah she ba'Lev, the Avodah in our hearts. What is Avodah she ba'Lev? HaRambam tells us that it is nothing more than Tefillah.

A single Tefillah has the same power as an entire Korban.

Sometimes we may feel that our Tefillah is so redundant. We daven the same exact thing three times a day, ask for the same things, over and over (and over) again. Not only that, but our Tefillah is the same exact Tefillah that the rest of Kelal Yisrael daven three times a day as well. Who is to say that my Tefillah will be answered among the multitudes of identical Tefillot being raised up to Shamayim? What makes my Tefillah any different?

You tell me.

Just like the korbanot of the Nesi'im were different from one another, no two Tefillot are the same. Each and every Tefillah, whether in comparison to the one you davened that morning, or compared to the Tefillah of the other nine men in your minyan, has its own special kavanah, its own special flavor and meaning that only you could create. Only you can decide on the intensity of your Tefillah. Only you can decide the sincerity of your Tefillah. Only you can decide how inspiring, meaningful, focused, emotional and heartfelt your Tefillah is. Only YOU can decide how high you want to raise your Tefillah to Shamayim. Make it your own. No two Tefillot are the same.

The fact that the structure of our Tefillah is repetitive allows us to focus more on the feeling and emotions we have while davening instead of just trying to master new words each time. It's not just reading a book out loud; HaShem doesn't need storytime. He doesn't need to hear us droning on in a monotone either. He wants to hear the beautiful melody only youcan produce. Instead of trying to focus on the body of your Tefillah, give it a Neshamah, infuse it with life, with vivavcity!

Be'Ezrat HaShem, May HaKadosh Barukh Hu answer every single one of our Tefillot le'Tova u'le'Berakhah! May we all be zokhim to be blessed with Shalom which is 'keli mahzik berakhah' the vessel that holds all the berakhah that HaKadosh Barukh Hu blesses us with! May each of our Tefillot become more meaningful and more powerful than the previous one and may they burn as intensely as the korbanot once did and will do once more in the Beit HaMikdash, Amen!

Wishing each and every one a Shabbat Shalom u'Mevorakh!


Based on the brilliant teachings of: Rabbi Winston, Rabbi Eli Ozarowski, andYeshiva.co.il


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One Halakha Closer to Becoming an Eshet Hayil

BS''D
10 Sivan 5772

(part d) If a woman realizes only at the end of the Amidah that she forgot to make either of the two switches, she must repeat the Amidah again. Before she begins, she should say 'If I am required to go back and repeat, this should be counted as an obligatory prayer, and if not, it should be counted as voluntary'.




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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

One Halakha Closer to Becoming an Eshet Hayil

BS''D
9 Sivan 5772

7. (part c) The same rule applies to a person who instead of switching to 'HaMelekh HaMishpat' during Aseret Yemei Teshuvah, says 'Melekh Ohev Sedaka uMishpat' as we do every day. If she remembers to make the switch within the amount of time it takes to say 'Shalom Alekha Rebi' then she may go back and correct herself right away. If she remembers after that, within the Amidah, she should go back and start again from the Berakha of 'HaShiva Shofteinu'.


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Tuesday, May 29, 2012

One Halakha Closer to Becoming an Eshet Hayil

BS''D
8 Sivan 5772

7. (part b) If one forgot to recite 'HaEl HaKadosh' instead of 'HaMelekh HaKadosh' but already started the next berakha of 'Atah Honen', even if she said one letter, and even if it was within amount of time it takes to say 'Shalom Alekha Rebi', she must go back and repeat the Amidah from the beginning.



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Monday, May 28, 2012

One *NEW* Halakha Closer to Becoming an Eshet Hayil

BS''D
8 Sivan 5772

**B''H we will be continuing with the halakhot regarding Tefillah from where we left off before Pesah. For all those who have recently joined, and for anyone who would like to review, all the halakhot that we have covered thus far are outlined on http://www.midreshethayil.com/ under the 'Halakhot Outline' link. Tizku leMissvot Rabot!

7. (part a) During Aseret Yemei Teshuva (the Ten Days of Repentance between Rosh HaShanah and Yom Kippur) the halakha if one forgot to recite 'HaEl HaKadosh' instead of 'HaMelekh HaKadosh' in the Amidah is the same for women as it is for men. If one remembers to make the switch within the amount of time it takes to say 'Shalom Alekha Rebi' then they may go back and say 'HaMelekh HaKadosh' right away and then continue to the Tefillah.




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Friday, May 25, 2012

One Halakha Closer to Becoming an Eshet Hayil

BS''D
4 Sivan 5772
Tonight is 49 Days to the Omer
SHAVUOT IS TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!

Shabbat Kodesh Parashat BaMidbar and Hag Shavuot

*Hadlakat Nerot NY:
   On Erev Shabbat (Friday), 7:57pm
   On Mossai Shabbat, after 9:06pm or 9:27pm for Rabbenu Tam
   On Sunday Night, after 9:07pm

*Shavuot Ends Monday Night 9:07pm or 9:29pm for Rabbenu Tam


Day 48 ― Yesod of Malkhut: Bonding in Nobility

Examine the bonding aspect of your sovereignty. Healthy independence should not prevent you from bonding with another person. On the contrary: self-confidence allows you to respect and trust another's sovereignty and ultimately bond with him. That bond will strengthen your own sovereignty, rather than sacrifice it.

Does my sovereignty prevent me from bonding? Could that be because of deeper insecurities of which I am unaware? Do I recognize the fact that a fear of bonding reflects a lack of self-confidence in my own sovereignty?

Exercise for the day: Actualize your sovereignty by intensifying your bond with a close one.

Tomorrow:
Day 49 ― Malkhut of Malkhut: Nobility in Nobility

Examine the sovereignty of your sovereignty. Does it come from deep-rooted inner confidence in myself? Or is it just a put-on to mask my insecurities? Does that cause my sovereignty to be excessive? Am I aware of my uniqueness as a person? Of my personal contribution?

Exercise for the day: Take a moment and concentrate on yourself, on your true inner self, not on your performance and how you project to others; and be at peace with yourself knowing that God created a very special person which is you.

After the 49 days of Counting the Omer, after having fully achieved inner renewal by merit of having assessed and developed each of our 49 attributes, we arrive at the fiftieth day. On this day we celebrate the Festival of Shavuot, the giving of the Torah (Matan Torah). After we have accomplished all we can through our own initiative, then we are worthy to receive a gift (matan) from Above which we could not have achieved with our own limited faculties. We receive the ability to reach and touch the Divine; not only to be cultivated human beings who have refined all of our personal characteristics, but divine human beings who are capable of expressing ourselves above and beyond the definitions and limitations of our beings.

Yashar Koah everybody on counting this far!!

For a Devar Torah on Parashat BaMidbar and Hag Shavuot, please visit www.flyingsoul-o.blogspot.com

!חג שבועות שמח ושבת שלום ומברוך

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